Sunday, May 15, 2005

Heat, Light and Holiday

HEAT, LIGHT AND HOLIDAY

After a day-long weekly off in extended silence, I completed one more volume of In Woods of God-Realisation by Swami Rama Thirtha and got back to yet another volume of the same book.
Downing mugs of tea, I skipped my lunch after a late breakfast of corn flakes - skipped because, I just went off to sleep and it was 5 p.m. when I woke up.
A little bit of freshening and again I got back to reading after a 15-minute meditation in the terrace. In a Chennai which is getting hotter by the day with a vengeance, a breezy evening spent on one's own roof seems to be heaven.
Back home, snuggled back into my collapsible wooden meditation seat for more reading. When I was just thinking of getting some dinner ready, my neighbours came in with a couple of plates of food they made for guests that evening and wanted me to try it out. So, Providence is quite a Provider, I thought as I finished my dinner - Bhiksha (taking food as an offering).
Back to work today in heat that makes me shiver, there is quite a pain in the solar plexus on which I am meditating upon. Swami Rama Thirtha tells in his book, "Whenever you forget God, fall on a bed of thorns. The pain will remind you of him."
I have had the same thought once when by mistake I sprayed stinging hot water from the geyser at bath once. I discovered then that it is while experiencing pain that I get back to my self so quickly - but please God, may I always be in remembrance of you that I don't have to feel pain to think of you!

Swahilya.

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